this blog is gladly celebrating :
.
The reward of the evil is the evil thereof, but whosoever forgives and makes amends, his reward is upon Allah.
~ Qur’an 42:40
Forgiveness is the answer to the child’s dream of a miracle by which what is broken is made whole again, what is soiled is again made clean.
~ Dag Hammarskjold
.
umm… 
. that was sure a long time ago since i’ve written the last post hehe. i kinda miss all the writing things when this fuckin’ holidays come.
emm here here the introooductionnn~ i am now the officers of OSIS Danadyaksa Vidyaghora. hem? i dunno why i am in, but seems i still remember a bit of reasons which begin all this thing. welll just scroooll down to find out~
Ever since the first day I saw you… I somehow knew that we would be friends… I was never lonely because you were there.. it felt like those days would last forever… we walked along the same paths because… we chose Life and Death together… I believed in you… always… because we shared so much…
~ King of Highland
so.many.ups.&.downs.
the future doesn’t scare me//
whatever lies beyond this morning
my fears-my lies >>> melt awaythat friday of june syndicate me
2 whispers bend my mind
1 whisper burn me to the ground
until what will ruin my dream
is now running through the veinJehovah. Elohim. Sang Hyang Widhi.
Anyone whom i pray to until the morning light
where were You?
if You’re on your throne, please lead me to salvation
walk besides me to clean the toxic
and lights up my way once again
cause i always know the paroxysm of joy is on Thy hand
i wish it was something i could disengage
i hope it’s not too late to stop.my heart-my mind } become a battleground.
.sorry for making this blog place to spill out my heart.
The Nightmare, oleh Henry Fuseli (1781). Sleep Paralysis dilukiskan sebagai Kunjungan Iblis / Demonic Visitation
Sleep Paralysis
Sleep Paralysis, adalah paralyze atau atonement yg terjadi saat tidur, biasanya ketika terbangun tiba tiba atau sebelum jatuh tertidur. Seseorang akan memiliki kesadaran penuh dengan mata terbuka namun tidak dapat menggerakkan tubuh sedikitpun.
ini postingan pertama yang temanya agak serius~ tentang kehidupan di mata gue~ hehe.
Motivasi. satu hal yang gue suka akhir-akhir ini. mulai dari mario teguh, buku-buku yg gue pinjem dari temen, sampe buku filosofi ato hal-hal yang berbau semacamnya. yayaya itu yg lg gue cari cari tentang arti hidup, tujuan hidup, dan cara jadi orang yang impiannya tercapai atau sukses. dan memang nyatanya perilaku brutal, ‘lidah tajam’, atau childish gue di smp dulu mulai berubah sedikit demi sedikit di sma. sejak baca buku-buku dan banyak orang yang mempengaruhi pola pikir/pandangan terhadap hidup, gue mulai coba buat memperbaiki hidup gue yg berantakan. to bring out the ‘winner’ in me. menjadi ‘pemenang’ dalam hidup gue sendiri. dan menurut gue (buku juga) semuanya akan berjalan baik kalo attitude/perilaku/pendirian terhadap cara menjalani hidup itu sendiri positif.
hoeaaeeem.. i just got back home from two previous tiring day. counted from friday the 1st of may, and saturday the 2nd of may.. hmm, i thought i forget something..
hey! yesterday was the Educational Day !woaaa, congratulation to all part of education in Indonesia, may our wish as students, teacher, be granted this year, and may we be able to approach our goal in life. may this nation be most developed beyond any nation so they can see the power of science from Indonesia, amen.
back to the topic.. smanitra a.k.a sman 1 tangerang, was holding an english party. to evaluate what’ve we trained for canceled-ALSA-participation, because of some troubleshoots, hence, the coach indeed force us to participate there. unfotunately, Kak Andria gotta do saman things, and Kak Radhian’s presence in Team was disapproved by his father. well, we’ve only got 1 team left here, I, Pebra, and Kak Bimi.
my common souvenir from any e-comp~
peringatan! tulisan ini mengandung gambar2 yang berat kb-nya, adalah resiko anda jika internet jadi loading lama.
panggung Lakon Keluarga Tot di Graha Bhakti Budaya , TIM, Jakarta.
gue baru nonton Lakon Hongaria yang adalah Mahakarya Istvan Orkeny berjudul “Keluarga TOT”, dimainkan oleh kelompok yang memang terkenal; Teater Gandrik Yogyakarta. begitu denger namanya, langsung inget Butet Kertaradjasa, soalnya gue liat dia memang heboh banget penjiwaannya di panggung. yaa sebenarnya sih gue nonton ini buat tugas b.indonesia yang ditunda 1 bulan lalu. gue pergi kesitu bareng2 keluarga. lumayan mahal juga tiketnya, tapi sebanding kok sama pertunjukan mereka. ini review pendeknya :
this blog spiritfully commemorate :
Reduce, Reuse, Recycle, Restore, Replenish
Earth provides enough to satisfy every man’s need, but not every man’s greed.
~ Mahatma Gandhi, The Father of India
The Earth has a skin and that skin has diseases, one of its diseases is called man.
~ Friedrich Nietzsche, a Philosopher
The care of the Earth is our most ancient and most worthy, and after all our most pleasing responsibility. To cherish what remains of it, and to foster its renewal, is our only hope.
~ Wendell Berry, The American Man of Letter and Farmer
this blog 100% commemorate :
” Habis Gelap, Terbitlah Terang “
Alangkah besar bedanya bagi masyarakat Indonesia bila kaum perempuan dididik baik-baik. Dan untuk keperluan perempuan itu sendiri, berharaplah kami dengan harapan yang sangat supaya disediakan pelajaran dan pendidikan, karena inilah yang akan membawa bahagia baginya.
~ R. A. Kartini, The Pioneer of Women’s Right in Indonesia
2009 (23)
